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No one seems to visit this place anyways, so it's good.

Had a sudden urge to blog, dun ask me y. May be it's time I should let out a bit.

Had a appraisal with Boss, Ellen & P.L. It was not looking good, to me @ least. To me, I failed. Simple & Short. That is the 1st whammy. Not that I'm complaining, I worked willingly for more than 12 hours from Mon-Fri, sometimes to the extent of coming on sat. But despite the effort & great lengths I go to, I just cant finish my workload.

If you are thinking of asking me, I asked myself too & I couldn't find a reason. Serious. Boss likes Me. It's a privilege that I'm her golden boy, but still, as she warned me, work must still be done.
I, personally treat myself like any other ordinary employee. I set deadlines for myself too. I pressure myself too. I definitely expect nothing but the best to come out for my work too. But why things always turns out the other way? Why?

Enough said. No excuses. Enough Chances and time given too.

2nd Whammy: I got a scolding from my mum for what?
For printing in the in the middle of the night yesterday and stilll working @ 3am! That's right!
I actually got a scolding the next day when I was in the office. Got so pissed off that I did not even want to hear what she said. Fuck sia, when I play, you also scold. When I work, you also scold. KNNCCB!!! DEN WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT??!! NVM, DOESNT MATTER.
5 YEARS LATER, I GETTING MY OWN HOUSE. SO CIAO!!! If comparing sons is what you are only capable of doing,by all means, carry on. I'm chris. Not some bloody banker that drives a Alfa Romeo and has a gf. I'm just an very ordinary bloke.RRIGGHHHTT!!!! M NOT FIT TO BE YOUR SON!!! U ARE NOT FIT TO BE MY PARENTS EITHIER!! SO M GETTING THE FUCK OUTTA YOUR LIFE!!!

3rd Whammy: A friend of mine graduated Murdoch University. Today was his convocation ceremony. His name was in the list of graduates that was printed out in the ST today. He was proud. He had a right to be proud but the way he showed it to me, was a sting in my skin akin saying : Eh eh, I'm now offically a graduate of Murdoch leh, can wear graduate gown and take photo with my name published in the papers. You can or not?? My friends would have been proud of me.

Know what? He was right. Right on the spot. I bled right on the spot rushing to toilet to control the damage.I could not.Could not.

It was not the 1st time. During APPSMO, when I saw graduates posing for photos on the old city hall, I was filled double green with envy. Serious. With their gowns and their square hat on, hands clutching the Certificate they all studied so hard for. Running up and down the steps of old city hall. They all, no doubt, deserved to be proud. While I could only stare at them in envy. I would give anything just be part of it.Anything.

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Went to FF with LC on sat with the intention of getting myself dead drunk but unfortunately, tht plan failed miserably. Tried as hard to, I still cant forget u. Your face, your voice are still very much alive inside me.M tired, realli tired of playing the love game.Y did we meet when we were not meant to be? Countless seconds, mins, days, months have passed. You found yours, to make me jealous or not; I do not know.You even made someone else answer the phone when I called. Happy only when I spewed vulgarities on tht person. Fine, if tht makes you happy. Yes, other gals may look at me when I dance but I do not give 2 hoots coz its not you. 2 years ago, I promised never to appear b4 u again, till now, I have kept tht promise.the only photo I can see you is buried deep inside my heart where no one else lies. I read fred's book just now and it made me realise that what I did was out of the way for you.

I only know, I realli realli miss you a lot more than every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month.

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Chris is going to write and type GOOD & PROPER ENGLISH FROM NOW ON!! :D

Day 1-14th August

csy and the rest were there from friday noon preparing her banner/autograph poster ( or whatever u call that). I wanted to go and help but couldn't leave due to work commitments. I was 'detained' in the office till 8 plus and had to take a cab to rush down and help out to barbeque and stuff.

When I reached there, MZ was there already bbq-ing the food and stuff , which was lucky because I was quite famished already. SY fren and her bf was already helping out with the poster sticking this and that, cutting this and that, glueing this and that. I was like: hey,erm u all need my help? And they were all like: Yes, Go look after yr gf. She's disturbing us!' So I went to entertain my gf lor, carry her here and there. She want to climb stairs, let her climb. The next moment I know,she was laughing and giggling away every time she see my face. -.-

When they finished with her poster, I let her loose. When she saw the poster, she so happy till she was blabbering baby language and screaming at the top of her voice.Heaven knows what she's blabbering anyway.

Her mum and her sis decided to bring her up to the bedroom and sleep. While they were busying doing that, I decided to makan my dinner and watch TV. Watched TV and makan till 11 then went to bath. Took a hast but through shower because I wanted to watch Yang Jia Jiang. -.-

After watching, we tided up the place, like bringing in the pit, bins, slippers, food and stuff.
Den after bringing in the stuff, we decided to head upstairs to escape from the hot air.
Soon, everyone was in bed and were like talking all sorts of stuff. The topic soon came to food causing us to be hungry AGAIN! So we went down to set fire and started cooking again! LOL!
While cooking halfway, a fren of csy came. I forgot wads her name already. Lol. Anyway, she also had not eaten her dinner yet. So I bbq-ed all their share while they were eating, I bbq-ed myself a big plate of satay sticks, chicken wings, otahs, and heaven knows what else. Hungry what...so who cares??

Finally @ 0200H, we started packing the stuff that we brought outside and went to bed. Went to bed also never sleep straight away lor. Csy & gang were still talking bout some HTHT stuff while I slept almost instantly. :D

Day 2 - 15th August

Woke up @ 0730H!! csy & the rest were still like snoring away! I quietly sneaked out of the chalet and went out for a stroll. came back and found csy strolling down the stairs to the toilet. Laughed at her and said mornin. she just stare at me and ask what time I wake up . when I told her the time, she just say siao, wake up so early. I spent the mornin breathin fresh air by the pool and bringing out the stuff for cooking like, pit, food, charcoal, tongs and stuff.

csy was like, trying to bring out the poster stick it on the chalet walls where the wooden planks are, then in the end I helped out stick in up. Waited for the rest of the gang to wake up and everyone was darn hungry so we rent bicycle and cycled to macdonalds to tau pau brunch as well as withdraw money while my gf was with me.

When they came back, caen was already asleep! We den cycled back, then something happened. shall not say it here. let's pray tht nothing happens to caen. hoping isnt enough. we went on to eat breakfast and slack while waiting for the majong table to arrive.

When majong table arrive le, we set it up but then went to cycle bout 1st b4 playing, let caen sleep 1st...den we play finish liao csy mum came and start preparing the stuff. we also helped by putting away stuff, cutting stuff, BLOW BALLOONS,and taking care of caen-the b'day girl aka my gf.

I was bbq-ing food for the guests to eat in front of the swimming pool because the chalet was in front of the swimming pool. so tempted to jump into the swimming pool that after I bbq the food for the guests I just took off my top and specs, went to the shower to rinse off any stuff. After that, I hit the pool, swam a couple of laps, and thread water for 10 mins plus. They were amazed! LOL!

After swimming, I realised that the whole chalet was packed with the wlny gang! So paiseh la...They were like, is tht chris?? I looked at them and say yeah, hi guys. Quickly went to shower because I was dripping wet like nobody's business and walking around half-naked is not what I intend to do. Nth to show anyway. After bathing, Marvel came disturbing me! Rawr! Keep hiding my specs, when I was looking for it she said go ask yr gf where she put lor -.-

I ate like nobody's business after swimming because I was darn hungry. Ate like 4 plates for chiken wing, satay, char siew, and some other stuff...the rest of the gang were like, chris, u still eating? I was, yeah...hungry mah! We sang b;day song for caen ard 9plus , cut cake , take photos, and stuff...

Marvey was trying to get me to play the universal rule game but I was too shacked out to entertain her liao...LOL...no need to drink I KO already lor...

Day 3-16th August

Last Day! Finally! Woke up at 0600H due to csy hysterical laughter and just in time to send fred and the rest of the gang off. they realli cleaned up the whole place for us manz. thanks guys! csy and I tided up the place a little bit , and decided to go back to sleep again. ZZzz, next thing we knew, we overshot the timing by 30mins! also dont have overtime charge...we return the majong table and chairs, cleaned the bbq pit, cleaned the drinks, threw out rubbish bags, burst all the balloons, etc etc... by the time we left the place, it was already 1130H...LOL...

I reached home with a fever and lunch for my dad , the maid and myself. after makaning, still go cut hair somemore....finally hit the sack ard 5 plus slept all the way till 8 plus, wake up to eat dinner,followed by more sleep. and slept all the way till this morning.

And so another adventure ends!

PS:Here's wishing baby caen A happy and belated b'day! Stay pretty , cute and smart 4ever yeah!

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Yay! National day is finally over!! My work is done @ last. Mission accomplished. Those who watched NDP'09 would know. The highlight was the stupid mock terror attack that made my ambassadors and colleagues jump up and run thinking it was a real one. Luckily, I managed to prevent a catastrophe by telling my ambassadors and colleagues that it was a mock one...

All the hard work ellen and jen went through were worth it... At every delegates and ambassadors face I looked at, there was always a smile and (hopefully) it was a sincere one...We talked like old friends and joked with them...Every word that came out of their mouth was nothing less than prasing us to the skies....They seemed pleased with everything even the hotel, the food, the service, the bed, etc etc...

I wanna post some pics up here but very lazy to do so...anyone wanna help me?? LOL

wah...very tired...so much things to say but so lazy too typeee....

I shall just leave it here...will continue tmr :D

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Hooray horray its finally wednesday!!

Its been hectic for the past 2 weeks-from registration to helping them book hotels to getting their abstract to sending it for printing to getting their flight details to going into contract with the hotel to contacting the printer for certs and tokens of appreciations to finalizing the design of the token to arranging for their industry site visits to planning manpower to briefing and all the rest of the stuff... Its finally over for ICGSC 2009!! Tiring but no sense of satisfaction, feeling rather grouchy..the whole event didnt see to make to my standard.

This not done, that not done, last min gotta ask hotel print this print that-gotta do on-site registration some more.. Invoice never print, forgot to bring, etc etc , Overall to my boss & me- It was a total flop.=Hope to do better next time...There were so many sqeaks from the organising committee & delegates la-luckily, we could manage them, if not confirm sure kenna from Boss wan... Industry site visit also late, den end up push everything back by 1 hour...wtf la...the delegates were so hungry and tired lor...some of them ended up napping on the bus (me too)... Wonder how is APPSMO doing? Given boss reaction to APPSMO, it didnt seem positive.

The beaufort @ Southern Islands suck BIG TIME!
Imagine DPM coming to the hotel yet the hotel's GM and management staff was not there??!!
Somemore when DPM was giving the opening ceremony, the PA console was shot halfway through his speech!!! OMG!! Can u imagine how embarrsing it was??!! Luckily, nothing went wrong during the dinner as Mr President was there and this time round, the mangement staff were there including the GM...I'm going there again tmr....hai

Life is hard ah!!

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whee! its end of the week already!! But still gotta work tmr! Sian!!
its already sat!!
Some people change over a period of time...
1 moment we may become friends, the next we may become foes.
I dun particularly like this type of people.
It irks me to even talk to type of people.
Treat me as transparent? Fine lor... I will simply just ignore u also.
Jealous den say la...
Dun want to teach-say la
Dun like me -say la
I hate to hear people say I dont know...Just say not sure, or I will check it out and get back to you la...Ask you everything-Everything also dont know...In the end, only know how to push everything to me and ask people to: ask chris, I dont know anything. I dun want to touch.

Siao! I newbie, wherelse u old bird leh, push to me-nvm; dun like to guide me also-nvm, but dun forget u have a tolerance level of this much; similary I, too have a tolerance level of only THAT much. So beat it. Yet another one backstabbed me by secretly emailing to boss saying: Chris is very hard to communicate. When I heard that, I was like,'wtf!!' I? Hard to communicate?? U sure?? Is it I hard to communicate or U are sooo indecisive that you bloody hell forgot how many changes I had to do satisfy your requirements??? Hai, with all the things I'm taking on, its no wonder they say: Women are nothing but trouble!!! - How True this is!!

But, I must stop here to say that there is 1 particulary helpful gal who offered her help when she saw my table being snowed with papers, reports and files, She had her own stuff to do yet she still offered her help and when it was being done wrongly, she had the guts to stop forward and told boss tht it was her mistake and not mine. She was rather impressive, I must say. And responsible as well. Responsibility to me is still a Big word to me.

Cant sleep too late....Going to sleep now...
Shall see what stunts will come tmr.
Nites!!