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ChristopherTanJindeMelody accompanied by the story sounded, You do not reveal an extraordinary biography of. Angels at dawn to come at night, Wake-up is full of wonders the fate of. |
Tagboard I love HER. I love sportz. I'm an asshole ^^. I gym till dawn, I bball till dusk. That's coz... I'm a guy. And a playful one too. |
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Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 9:16 PM !alwaysyoursforever I finally received my paycheck!!! Hooray hooray, its a weird holiday >.< I'm gonna bank in my salary, withdraw some for driving and some for allowances till my full time salary comes in... My mind is made up- I'm gonna stick with CMA for the next 2 years and see how things goes...Kenneth is rite- the market outside rite now is pretty bad so should be glad that they are offering me this type of salary now...We will see how things goes after the 2 years...If at the end of 2 years and both parties are happy and I'm drawing a near 5K plus minus salary, chances are highly likely that I will stay on.... Though the workload is heavy, I think I shd be able to cope ba- I wanna give credits to All the nice and pretty ladies who helped me source for name cards, contacts, hotels ( venues), get quotas, helped me with SNIC website and stuff :DD thanks!!!! Boss is already testing me with a exchange program and I'm like :omg!!! I'm so gonna die!!! :( luckily got wendy and ellen helped me sia, if not I really die, next time if they need help , must go help them, if not I sure feel damm gulity wan sia... dun wan to owe ppl favours.... hmm, the weather is killing everyone these few days...take care and drink lots of water!!! buayz!! Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 1:06 AM !alwaysyoursforever knocked off work super early today sia... quickly finish work den help mas become 'DHL' to orchard in 15 mins den after tht call mas den she say I can knock off work liao... so I finish work at 1735 :D take train come home, den on the way saw CK and gang hanging out @ the usual haunt so go meet them and say hello den play bball with them in jeans...play finish le. I go meet kenneth @ gym den we go jogging den go 201 makan... I ate $8 :( broke liao...fishball noodle-$3.80 + 2x can drinks-$2.60 + tau suan-$1.50 sia... makan finish le; I go meet them again...Gang was 'voting' whether CK shd forget fly and be together with penguin... Knowing the extent CK was willing to do everthing for fly, but fly wouldnt reciprocate back to him, I told CK to let go of fly and give it a try with penguin instead, after our egging on and provoking him, he finally 'propose' to her via sms sia and they were officially together on 22 may 2330H!!! whoosh! congrats to them!! Out of sheer happiness, I shouted shou jian sho...den YOU came to my mind...AGAIN!!! I was humming the song jin tian ni yao jie gei wou by david tao and jolin tsai- its the song tht we always used to hum together-onli thing is tht I'm alone now...for you, for ever, I'm still waiting-2 years on...I chain-smoked all the way from t-mart till melville park while humming tht song untill yao zhong say chris mad liao... I just laughed... >.< you never know how much u mean to me... Lao Shi: its the 3rd day already...yet not a single msg?? maybe my instincts are rite...I'm just a friend to you after all... Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 11:05 PM !alwaysyoursforever hey peeps! ahahas, I'm back! Hopefully, I can be keep this blog happening and updated as much as I can. :) wee!! its already thursday! almost end of the week already. hang in there peeps! I'm hungry- hungry :( for there was no happiness delivered to me today... I'm putting our friendship/ other relationship to the test- to see if you care; to see if you are concern; to see .... I will not be messaging you for the next few days...will not disturb you; Mon is having a FREE haircut @ Toni & Guys!!! Ahhh!!! I also want.....!!! I'm going to ask them for a free consultation tomorrow and see whether I can get a free haircut t too! :D I'm going to do my best to slack the whole week off!!! :D Night People! Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 11:46 PM !alwaysyoursforever finally finish work on time!! long time never had that kind of feeling already :) why does our smses seems to become shorter and shorter? Perhaps you read my previous post and realised it?? Nah. couldn't be. I'm trying very hard to make the spark and keep us going till last night, when I asked a question; you gave me a very ordinary answer. It was no point. I felt like deleting all your messages from my hp but than I couldn't bear to for you are my sunshine :) Went playing basketball with gang just now...realised that you need to give your every best in every game in order to win. I had no intention of losing a game I was in. Losing was not an option. Want to improve better? play competitively guys. We played full court press, half court matches and '7-up' !!! We were laughing our asses off :D My dad keeps saying offensive sentences towards me recently. Don't know why. A bit screw loose. :D This week is like pretty fast. Before I know it, its already wed!!! weee!!! Its already the middle of the week! Hang in there guys! :D Mr weekend is round the corner!! Alrighty, nothing to say liao... Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 10:07 PM !alwaysyoursforever Hmm, its been so long since 'it' came back. But somehow, when I saw, you were just to me just a plain Jane. As time goes by, I got to know u better. The smses came fast and furious. I realised that I was no longer contented than just being your friend. But, I shall and will just keep it to myself though some1 has found out 'bout it but she promised me to keep it a secret so yeah... Y, not? You ask me. The ans is simple: whats yours will be yours.whats not will never be. If she really has feelings for me, I guess we would be able to hit it off well but somehow when I saw u taking photos with other people, a pang of jealousy hit me. I realised that as long as you are single, you have the right to enjoy and have fun. So, go on! I would never dare ask you THAT question cos I feel that the time is not ripe yet and I do not know that well after all. PS: Your smses are my happy meals that brings a smile to me even when I'm getting beaten up! The only thing, I can take comfort in is that, I have gotten over HER. FINALLY. After 2 years of waiting, I know its time to let go too...Perhaps you will never know that during these 2 years of waiting, there were a few nights I even dreamt of you...That was the extent of me missing you! You drove me nuts! since you like to put your name reverse, here is something for u: 13 24 04 05 01 16 07 14 09 20 09 24, 22 08 05 14 09 06 05 12 12 09 14 12 15 22 05 22 09 20 08 21 !!!! Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 2:41 PM !alwaysyoursforever wee! horray its sunday! its rest day before I subject myself to my boss questioning again on monday... hosted two events on wed and thursday consecutively and was going mad... tuesday still mas work till OT sia...wth!! $1700 may seem quite a lot but we are realli understaffed, somehow for some stupid reason the company doesnt want to hire but expects results fast den keep breathing down our necks...LOL la....in office also cant check mail, cant listen to music, cant do this cant do that, still got cctv somemore...wah lau, think what?? Now I realli understand why Edmund refused to put cctvs in gramophone...It reallli makes me feel uncomfortable minus off the fact tht m the only guy there, I dun mind working in a female environment but somehow 'big brother' gives me a sense of uneasiness...being lectured at and NOT given proper instructiions is NOT MY FAULT! you unable to cope with the demand of work only proves that u DO NOT have the capability and CALIBRE to handle the amount of work given to you and that you need a assistant (which is me) to help you...Know what? I dun give a damm bout you at all!! I dare say that since the 1st day I stepped into the office, I simply regarded myself as a responsible part timer. thats all I have to say. believe it or not. PS: Happy belated birthday, Bday gal!!! Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 8:43 PM !alwaysyoursforever Today was my 3rd working at CMA consultants. The workload is so far manageable and the people there are pretty nice too...too bad its a female working environment....mothers day is coming...any ideas?? I've long forgotten that I had parents already... 'Dad' and 'Mum' are, to me, are just a term to address them, that's all...The only thing they can take comfort in, is that, I still respect my dad sometimes...somehow, we've got a mutual agreement... Sure, there are times whereby we agree on certain things. Sometimes we disagree on certain things. In my case, I've played my role as a son/worker/punching bag/ whatever-you-called-it for the past 20 over years. This I did without any complaints except for the occasional sulky face, even then, a sulky face to them would be: Aiya, ask you do things also so difficult, forget it la!!! This would then lead to an unavoidable shouting match between me and my parents. I always said to my sister this phase: One fine day, should they passed away, I would not shed a tear for them, for I have done my part as a son by waiting on them and accommodating them. Since young, every Sunday, I would always follow my mum to the market to help her with the marketing. Sunday, back then was family day, so my parents and i would spend the day together. Fast forward till present, I still occasionally follow my mum to the market to help her. Do not be surprised that when I get my driving license, I would be required to chauffeur her to the market, help her with the marketing stuff, and chauffeur her back home. I would also be required to bring my sister to school, or go this place collect this thing or that thing. This is 1 of the main reason why I simply refused to learn driving till now. I also wait up for the washing machine to wash finish the clothes so that I can hang them up at night in order to catch the morning sun. At the beginning, I would always do so with a sulky face, however, I gradually got used to the chores and begun to do them willingly. When she says that she's going to the temple, I would voluntarily accompany her, least would I be accused of a 'Dun care' attitude or no filial piety. Whenever we quarrel, she would bring up the past or just condemn me by saying that I am hopeless la, don't know how to do this la, don't know how to do that la, say I got speech defect la, say I dress like a clown la, say that people how old already this and that got what and what in his name drawing how much already can own car got girlfriend can support himself through this studies and so on. But why can't you take a step backwards and see what your son has done also?? Just in case, you don't know what your son can do . Let me say: I completed marathons before. I commanded half of singapore navy forces in the NS. I have dreams and goals(Only to be crushed by YOU.) I have had more girlfriends than more than he have. I have been abused by you much more time than he had. I have always tried my best to adhere to whatever you say. I tried my very best to be the ideal son you could. But your expectations were far beyond my capabilities. Did you know, during my NS stint, how much I wanted to die in the service?? To me, this seemed the only way out and only way to make you see how 'well' you've done as a mother. To me, I wanted to make you be remorseful for the rest of your life for not treasuring me. If I had died in during NS 1)my death would be published in the papers. 2)my coffin would be wrapped up in the Nation's flag. 3)Only then would you know how much valuable your son is he was around, how much he sacrificed 4) only then would you regret for the rest of your life. For those of you reading these, of course, you guys can flame my blog or gimme your comments. But nothing else matters, for in her eyes, I'm just an ODD-JOB LABORER. |