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2010-03-13T10:55:00.002+08:00

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wee~ it's finally sat!! time to party!! but what crappy shit that I got work over the weekend :(
Life sux man! seriously, dont those PMOs have a life??!!
It's the finally countdown for me anyway...I'm left with half a month to get it over and done with.
My last 15 days!! After that, I've got time to do things that I've wanted to do.
(RE) Learn driving. Go back to running. Helping out with housework. etc etc....studying? hmm, that remains to be seen...

Boss finally let me go after almost a year. Not too bad,for me la-i tot that i would die within the 6 month period but I survived. I didnt exactly break the bond either but neither did she sack me too. We sort of reached a mutal agreement that, due to the breakneck speed we are working at-I'm unable to cope ( hence, I would resign before anything serious happens)

Know what I mean? Keeping me here like a ticking time bomb. tick tick tick tick....u never know when you'll make a serious mistake enough to be sacked on the spot and I don't want, never want to be in those situations.

Finally broke the news to my parents about it. they are cool on the surface about it, but I know on the inside they area worried deep about me. They have already begun their verbal assault questioning me about this and that, blah blah blah.... I don't see the point. I mean, as far as I'm concerned, I recognise the need to find a job asap BUT I also need to you to recognise the need to rest as well.

Heeellllloooo!!! We talk about a healthy lifestyle nowadays. Gone are the days whereby you start work at 8 & end at 5 or 6-8. Let's face it: there's no such jobs anymore.and part time jobs are far much more easier to handle than full-time ones. Life is not about all work & no play. Sounds Familiar? Well, all work n no play makes jack (chris) a dull boy.

My life includes marathons, ultra-marathons, ironmans, etc beside just going to work. My motto: work hard, play harder! alright. I presume, this settles the big issue. My mother will just like, blah blah blah...but I just choose to ignore. It's getting on my nerves! damm!

I know I can go through this coz I'm a surviour. Above all, the seat await for me. It may sound egoistic to you, but its motivation for me. Sorry. erm, shit, I haven blog for so long le dunnoe what to blog damm.... well, I'll end here.

Will try my best to keep it updated. :P

2009-10-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

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No one seems to visit this place anyways, so it's good.

Had a sudden urge to blog, dun ask me y. May be it's time I should let out a bit.

Had a appraisal with Boss, Ellen & P.L. It was not looking good, to me @ least. To me, I failed. Simple & Short. That is the 1st whammy. Not that I'm complaining, I worked willingly for more than 12 hours from Mon-Fri, sometimes to the extent of coming on sat. But despite the effort & great lengths I go to, I just cant finish my workload.

If you are thinking of asking me, I asked myself too & I couldn't find a reason. Serious. Boss likes Me. It's a privilege that I'm her golden boy, but still, as she warned me, work must still be done.
I, personally treat myself like any other ordinary employee. I set deadlines for myself too. I pressure myself too. I definitely expect nothing but the best to come out for my work too. But why things always turns out the other way? Why?

Enough said. No excuses. Enough Chances and time given too.

2nd Whammy: I got a scolding from my mum for what?
For printing in the in the middle of the night yesterday and stilll working @ 3am! That's right!
I actually got a scolding the next day when I was in the office. Got so pissed off that I did not even want to hear what she said. Fuck sia, when I play, you also scold. When I work, you also scold. KNNCCB!!! DEN WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT??!! NVM, DOESNT MATTER.
5 YEARS LATER, I GETTING MY OWN HOUSE. SO CIAO!!! If comparing sons is what you are only capable of doing,by all means, carry on. I'm chris. Not some bloody banker that drives a Alfa Romeo and has a gf. I'm just an very ordinary bloke.RRIGGHHHTT!!!! M NOT FIT TO BE YOUR SON!!! U ARE NOT FIT TO BE MY PARENTS EITHIER!! SO M GETTING THE FUCK OUTTA YOUR LIFE!!!

3rd Whammy: A friend of mine graduated Murdoch University. Today was his convocation ceremony. His name was in the list of graduates that was printed out in the ST today. He was proud. He had a right to be proud but the way he showed it to me, was a sting in my skin akin saying : Eh eh, I'm now offically a graduate of Murdoch leh, can wear graduate gown and take photo with my name published in the papers. You can or not?? My friends would have been proud of me.

Know what? He was right. Right on the spot. I bled right on the spot rushing to toilet to control the damage.I could not.Could not.

It was not the 1st time. During APPSMO, when I saw graduates posing for photos on the old city hall, I was filled double green with envy. Serious. With their gowns and their square hat on, hands clutching the Certificate they all studied so hard for. Running up and down the steps of old city hall. They all, no doubt, deserved to be proud. While I could only stare at them in envy. I would give anything just be part of it.Anything.

2009-08-31T23:03:00.002+08:00

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Went to FF with LC on sat with the intention of getting myself dead drunk but unfortunately, tht plan failed miserably. Tried as hard to, I still cant forget u. Your face, your voice are still very much alive inside me.M tired, realli tired of playing the love game.Y did we meet when we were not meant to be? Countless seconds, mins, days, months have passed. You found yours, to make me jealous or not; I do not know.You even made someone else answer the phone when I called. Happy only when I spewed vulgarities on tht person. Fine, if tht makes you happy. Yes, other gals may look at me when I dance but I do not give 2 hoots coz its not you. 2 years ago, I promised never to appear b4 u again, till now, I have kept tht promise.the only photo I can see you is buried deep inside my heart where no one else lies. I read fred's book just now and it made me realise that what I did was out of the way for you.

I only know, I realli realli miss you a lot more than every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month.

!allwaysyoursforever

2009-08-31T08:22:00.000+08:00

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2009-08-16T12:49:00.013+08:00

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Chris is going to write and type GOOD & PROPER ENGLISH FROM NOW ON!! :D

Day 1-14th August

csy and the rest were there from friday noon preparing her banner/autograph poster ( or whatever u call that). I wanted to go and help but couldn't leave due to work commitments. I was 'detained' in the office till 8 plus and had to take a cab to rush down and help out to barbeque and stuff.

When I reached there, MZ was there already bbq-ing the food and stuff , which was lucky because I was quite famished already. SY fren and her bf was already helping out with the poster sticking this and that, cutting this and that, glueing this and that. I was like: hey,erm u all need my help? And they were all like: Yes, Go look after yr gf. She's disturbing us!' So I went to entertain my gf lor, carry her here and there. She want to climb stairs, let her climb. The next moment I know,she was laughing and giggling away every time she see my face. -.-

When they finished with her poster, I let her loose. When she saw the poster, she so happy till she was blabbering baby language and screaming at the top of her voice.Heaven knows what she's blabbering anyway.

Her mum and her sis decided to bring her up to the bedroom and sleep. While they were busying doing that, I decided to makan my dinner and watch TV. Watched TV and makan till 11 then went to bath. Took a hast but through shower because I wanted to watch Yang Jia Jiang. -.-

After watching, we tided up the place, like bringing in the pit, bins, slippers, food and stuff.
Den after bringing in the stuff, we decided to head upstairs to escape from the hot air.
Soon, everyone was in bed and were like talking all sorts of stuff. The topic soon came to food causing us to be hungry AGAIN! So we went down to set fire and started cooking again! LOL!
While cooking halfway, a fren of csy came. I forgot wads her name already. Lol. Anyway, she also had not eaten her dinner yet. So I bbq-ed all their share while they were eating, I bbq-ed myself a big plate of satay sticks, chicken wings, otahs, and heaven knows what else. Hungry what...so who cares??

Finally @ 0200H, we started packing the stuff that we brought outside and went to bed. Went to bed also never sleep straight away lor. Csy & gang were still talking bout some HTHT stuff while I slept almost instantly. :D

Day 2 - 15th August

Woke up @ 0730H!! csy & the rest were still like snoring away! I quietly sneaked out of the chalet and went out for a stroll. came back and found csy strolling down the stairs to the toilet. Laughed at her and said mornin. she just stare at me and ask what time I wake up . when I told her the time, she just say siao, wake up so early. I spent the mornin breathin fresh air by the pool and bringing out the stuff for cooking like, pit, food, charcoal, tongs and stuff.

csy was like, trying to bring out the poster stick it on the chalet walls where the wooden planks are, then in the end I helped out stick in up. Waited for the rest of the gang to wake up and everyone was darn hungry so we rent bicycle and cycled to macdonalds to tau pau brunch as well as withdraw money while my gf was with me.

When they came back, caen was already asleep! We den cycled back, then something happened. shall not say it here. let's pray tht nothing happens to caen. hoping isnt enough. we went on to eat breakfast and slack while waiting for the majong table to arrive.

When majong table arrive le, we set it up but then went to cycle bout 1st b4 playing, let caen sleep 1st...den we play finish liao csy mum came and start preparing the stuff. we also helped by putting away stuff, cutting stuff, BLOW BALLOONS,and taking care of caen-the b'day girl aka my gf.

I was bbq-ing food for the guests to eat in front of the swimming pool because the chalet was in front of the swimming pool. so tempted to jump into the swimming pool that after I bbq the food for the guests I just took off my top and specs, went to the shower to rinse off any stuff. After that, I hit the pool, swam a couple of laps, and thread water for 10 mins plus. They were amazed! LOL!

After swimming, I realised that the whole chalet was packed with the wlny gang! So paiseh la...They were like, is tht chris?? I looked at them and say yeah, hi guys. Quickly went to shower because I was dripping wet like nobody's business and walking around half-naked is not what I intend to do. Nth to show anyway. After bathing, Marvel came disturbing me! Rawr! Keep hiding my specs, when I was looking for it she said go ask yr gf where she put lor -.-

I ate like nobody's business after swimming because I was darn hungry. Ate like 4 plates for chiken wing, satay, char siew, and some other stuff...the rest of the gang were like, chris, u still eating? I was, yeah...hungry mah! We sang b;day song for caen ard 9plus , cut cake , take photos, and stuff...

Marvey was trying to get me to play the universal rule game but I was too shacked out to entertain her liao...LOL...no need to drink I KO already lor...

Day 3-16th August

Last Day! Finally! Woke up at 0600H due to csy hysterical laughter and just in time to send fred and the rest of the gang off. they realli cleaned up the whole place for us manz. thanks guys! csy and I tided up the place a little bit , and decided to go back to sleep again. ZZzz, next thing we knew, we overshot the timing by 30mins! also dont have overtime charge...we return the majong table and chairs, cleaned the bbq pit, cleaned the drinks, threw out rubbish bags, burst all the balloons, etc etc... by the time we left the place, it was already 1130H...LOL...

I reached home with a fever and lunch for my dad , the maid and myself. after makaning, still go cut hair somemore....finally hit the sack ard 5 plus slept all the way till 8 plus, wake up to eat dinner,followed by more sleep. and slept all the way till this morning.

And so another adventure ends!

PS:Here's wishing baby caen A happy and belated b'day! Stay pretty , cute and smart 4ever yeah!

2009-08-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

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Yay! National day is finally over!! My work is done @ last. Mission accomplished. Those who watched NDP'09 would know. The highlight was the stupid mock terror attack that made my ambassadors and colleagues jump up and run thinking it was a real one. Luckily, I managed to prevent a catastrophe by telling my ambassadors and colleagues that it was a mock one...

All the hard work ellen and jen went through were worth it... At every delegates and ambassadors face I looked at, there was always a smile and (hopefully) it was a sincere one...We talked like old friends and joked with them...Every word that came out of their mouth was nothing less than prasing us to the skies....They seemed pleased with everything even the hotel, the food, the service, the bed, etc etc...

I wanna post some pics up here but very lazy to do so...anyone wanna help me?? LOL

wah...very tired...so much things to say but so lazy too typeee....

I shall just leave it here...will continue tmr :D

2009-08-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

Hooray horray its finally wednesday!!

Its been hectic for the past 2 weeks-from registration to helping them book hotels to getting their abstract to sending it for printing to getting their flight details to going into contract with the hotel to contacting the printer for certs and tokens of appreciations to finalizing the design of the token to arranging for their industry site visits to planning manpower to briefing and all the rest of the stuff... Its finally over for ICGSC 2009!! Tiring but no sense of satisfaction, feeling rather grouchy..the whole event didnt see to make to my standard.

This not done, that not done, last min gotta ask hotel print this print that-gotta do on-site registration some more.. Invoice never print, forgot to bring, etc etc , Overall to my boss & me- It was a total flop.=Hope to do better next time...There were so many sqeaks from the organising committee & delegates la-luckily, we could manage them, if not confirm sure kenna from Boss wan... Industry site visit also late, den end up push everything back by 1 hour...wtf la...the delegates were so hungry and tired lor...some of them ended up napping on the bus (me too)... Wonder how is APPSMO doing? Given boss reaction to APPSMO, it didnt seem positive.

The beaufort @ Southern Islands suck BIG TIME!
Imagine DPM coming to the hotel yet the hotel's GM and management staff was not there??!!
Somemore when DPM was giving the opening ceremony, the PA console was shot halfway through his speech!!! OMG!! Can u imagine how embarrsing it was??!! Luckily, nothing went wrong during the dinner as Mr President was there and this time round, the mangement staff were there including the GM...I'm going there again tmr....hai

Life is hard ah!!

2009-07-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

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whee! its end of the week already!! But still gotta work tmr! Sian!!
its already sat!!
Some people change over a period of time...
1 moment we may become friends, the next we may become foes.
I dun particularly like this type of people.
It irks me to even talk to type of people.
Treat me as transparent? Fine lor... I will simply just ignore u also.
Jealous den say la...
Dun want to teach-say la
Dun like me -say la
I hate to hear people say I dont know...Just say not sure, or I will check it out and get back to you la...Ask you everything-Everything also dont know...In the end, only know how to push everything to me and ask people to: ask chris, I dont know anything. I dun want to touch.

Siao! I newbie, wherelse u old bird leh, push to me-nvm; dun like to guide me also-nvm, but dun forget u have a tolerance level of this much; similary I, too have a tolerance level of only THAT much. So beat it. Yet another one backstabbed me by secretly emailing to boss saying: Chris is very hard to communicate. When I heard that, I was like,'wtf!!' I? Hard to communicate?? U sure?? Is it I hard to communicate or U are sooo indecisive that you bloody hell forgot how many changes I had to do satisfy your requirements??? Hai, with all the things I'm taking on, its no wonder they say: Women are nothing but trouble!!! - How True this is!!

But, I must stop here to say that there is 1 particulary helpful gal who offered her help when she saw my table being snowed with papers, reports and files, She had her own stuff to do yet she still offered her help and when it was being done wrongly, she had the guts to stop forward and told boss tht it was her mistake and not mine. She was rather impressive, I must say. And responsible as well. Responsibility to me is still a Big word to me.

Cant sleep too late....Going to sleep now...
Shall see what stunts will come tmr.
Nites!!

2009-07-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

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woots! chirpy chirpy people!

its the first day of a week and I was back home already like around 7pm. The 1st thing that greeted me was the evening sun. I closed my eyes for a moment to enjoy the warmth and the fresh air of stepping out of the office. It was one of those super rare days that we got to go home super early. Its was also a super rare day for me cos I practically did nth the whole day!! Really!! Send email den recall them :DD send out halfway boss insisted that Jen take over so I no choice let her do...

Wanted to have a super nice lunch wan but realised that I never bring money out wtf!!! -.-''''
den go eat mac pay with ez-link card...smart rite?? after eating den go jalan jalan at bugis let food digest...Had a chat with alvin too...He seems to be in a pretty bad shape though despite getting his double degree- this shows how bad the market is

Shd be pretty lucky that I got a job and thank my lucky stars and NOT grumble about work!
M kinda pretty spoilt sia...like those young master kind...sorry la!! I still trying to change rite?? rawr!!!

I tried finding her online but she wasnt...hai...nvm, its ok ::DD - if its yours, it will be; if it isnt den no matter how hard u try or what u do also it will not be...

My mum was doing mask for me on sun when she suddenly ask me how come i so handsome and cute but got no gf?? I told her gf hard to maintain and high expectations mah...my parents burst out laughing, but i told them say its the truth mah: No $ No honey!!

hmm, tht all..tired le...tmr still got work and RT!

2009-07-05T03:08:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

Morning peeps!

Sorry for leaving this blog a little stale. There's been lots of stuff going on lately and I was busy helping out at IASSID @ Furama Riverfront Hotel not to mention a whole lot of paperwork for me to do for ISGC.

It really sucks e-mailing to those profs and Docs who cant even read e-mail and think tht we are so damm free to ahere to everything they demand.Its getting on my nerves. Office politics don't help much either. Just have to be more careful with your choice of words.

I watched Transformers II today with Ben & Meiling just now at the Picturehouse. Personally,it was an emotional rollercoaster experience for me. I mean, take for example, there's a scene whereby Optius Prime sought the help for the boy once again, yet he turned his back on them.
It reflects back to Us, as to when we are truly in need, true friends will do their best to help, no matter what.Theres another scene, whereby the father had to let the son go and put the stone back into Prime's body. It was a reluctant one yet there was no choice. Optius Prime did his part and sacrifice himself.

I'm not sure about how the others felt, sure there was plenty of action and stuff.But if military personel in the higher hierachy watched it, they would know what I mean. SAF forces are meant to deter enimies but in war time, are we really able to deter?? And sending your only son to war where no humanity has no say?

Went chiiling out with coconut, kenneth, yan tou, max and ZJ to expo for adidas fair den go TM for the the stupid hokkaido fair...eat the stupid bowl of noodles cost 15 bucks sia!!! i see the price , i was like, WTF??!! 15 bucks for a stupid bowl of noodles leh.And the soup was like drinking the red sea lor. Tht's their idea of delicious. Hai....

Gonna collect my pants @ G2000 now @ T1 now! Cya!!

2009-06-14T04:53:00.003+08:00

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wee!! finally back from outing with corren, coconut, kenneth and matthew.

Sat morning still got to go back office and work sia den after work supposed to meet coconut and kenneth to go swimming @ Savannah.

After finishing work at ard 1 plus, called matthew but he was still slping sia, called kenneth and coconut wanted to ask them to join me for lunch, but they had already eaten so I accompanied matthew to makan at eastpoint but I didnt know that matthew never tell coconut tht I'm following him! lol sia!! In the end, all meet at eastpoint to makan lunch (again, KFC!!)

After eating,we went swimming @ Savannah with Jereol's address. 1st time see coconut so serious sia...go inside the pool straightaway swim laps ...I was stunned.

After swimming, I went back to Melville to join my family for a planned dinner but things did not go as planned. Instead, I went home to bath before joining them for dinner and movies and a whole lot of fun and laughter... We went to E! Hub to makan (Mr chicken rice-as promised my treat), den we went to book tickets for land of the lost,popped over at zone X and play like mad, I went for Initial D and Max Tune and went to join them at the plush toys corner...The 5 of us cleared the whole machine but not our fault mah.

The machine left onli 3 sets of couple plush mah...so we tot we might as well do the staff over the a favour, what we didnt realise was that, as we were playing, the crowd behind us grew too!! Coconut and Corren were the ones busy trying to match each other to cut the string holding the balloon containing the couple.

Den we play until Jieru also chip in to help sia...Play until our turn to watch movie den we went into the cinema first wherelse Corren and Jieru watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past at 0150H...

As we were walking home, we were talking a lot of rubbish, bout the show la , bout this la, bout tht la, matt was grumbling la, etc etc...W e even tried to hitch ride!! LOL...

I ended up reaching home ard 4 plus :D

2009-06-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

There's time 2 finally blog. I haven really got the time to blog...it's always tmr la or aiya next time then blog...

I've got so much stuff on my hands...Work issues, Friend Issues, Family Issues, etc etc

I dun even wanna bother bout it...whatever I can do, I do. And I do my best. Be it at work, or any other stuff... As long as I do my best, I need not account to anybody...Not even my parents.

Registration on ICGSC is killing me...ISSAID is also coming up with 500 over pax...gosh! I dunnoe how sia...Next thing who knows, is tht I will be bringing my sleeping bag there :D

I'm bout to take my driving test soon but yet ytd when I took the family car out for a spin, somehow the car mounted on the curb!! I was upset, confidence shattered but I did not let it affect my focus cos my dad was my passenger... I'm going to try again 2nite and see how it goes...

This will go on until my test date...By then,,I hope tht I can meet the requirements for passing...

Hmm, late dinners and sat late nite chills are becoming a norm to me now :D

Go makan now and cya!

2009-05-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

I finally received my paycheck!!! Hooray hooray, its a weird holiday >.<

I'm gonna bank in my salary, withdraw some for driving and some for allowances till my full time salary comes in...

My mind is made up- I'm gonna stick with CMA for the next 2 years and see how things goes...Kenneth is rite- the market outside rite now is pretty bad so should be glad that they are offering me this type of salary now...We will see how things goes after the 2 years...If at the end of 2 years and both parties are happy and I'm drawing a near 5K plus minus salary, chances are highly likely that I will stay on....

Though the workload is heavy, I think I shd be able to cope ba- I wanna give credits to All the nice and pretty ladies who helped me source for name cards, contacts, hotels ( venues), get quotas, helped me with SNIC website and stuff :DD thanks!!!!

Boss is already testing me with a exchange program and I'm like :omg!!! I'm so gonna die!!! :( luckily got wendy and ellen helped me sia, if not I really die, next time if they need help , must go help them, if not I sure feel damm gulity wan sia... dun wan to owe ppl favours....

hmm, the weather is killing everyone these few days...take care and drink lots of water!!! buayz!!

2009-05-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

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knocked off work super early today sia... quickly finish work den help mas become 'DHL' to orchard in 15 mins den after tht call mas den she say I can knock off work liao... so I finish work at 1735 :D

take train come home, den on the way saw CK and gang hanging out @ the usual haunt so go meet them and say hello den play bball with them in jeans...play finish le. I go meet kenneth @ gym den we go jogging den go 201 makan... I ate $8 :( broke liao...fishball noodle-$3.80 + 2x can drinks-$2.60 + tau suan-$1.50 sia...

makan finish le; I go meet them again...Gang was 'voting' whether CK shd forget fly and be together with penguin... Knowing the extent CK was willing to do everthing for fly, but fly wouldnt reciprocate back to him, I told CK to let go of fly and give it a try with penguin instead, after our egging on and provoking him, he finally 'propose' to her via sms sia and they were officially together on 22 may 2330H!!! whoosh! congrats to them!!

Out of sheer happiness, I shouted shou jian sho...den YOU came to my mind...AGAIN!!!

I was humming the song jin tian ni yao jie gei wou by david tao and jolin tsai- its the song tht we always used to hum together-onli thing is tht I'm alone now...for you, for ever, I'm still waiting-2 years on...I chain-smoked all the way from t-mart till melville park while humming tht song untill yao zhong say chris mad liao... I just laughed... >.<

you never know how much u mean to me...

Lao Shi: its the 3rd day already...yet not a single msg?? maybe my instincts are rite...I'm just a friend to you after all...

2009-05-20T23:05:00.002+08:00

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hey peeps! ahahas, I'm back! Hopefully, I can be keep this blog happening and updated as much as I can. :)

wee!! its already thursday! almost end of the week already. hang in there peeps!

I'm hungry- hungry :( for there was no happiness delivered to me today...

I'm putting our friendship/ other relationship to the test- to see if you care; to see if you are

concern; to see .... I will not be messaging you for the next few days...will not disturb you;

Mon is having a FREE haircut @ Toni & Guys!!! Ahhh!!! I also want.....!!!

I'm going to ask them for a free consultation tomorrow and see whether I can get a free haircut t

too! :D

I'm going to do my best to slack the whole week off!!! :D

Night People!

2009-05-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

finally finish work on time!! long time never had that kind of feeling already :)

why does our smses seems to become shorter and shorter?

Perhaps you read my previous post and realised it?? Nah. couldn't be.

I'm trying very hard to make the spark and keep us going till last night, when I asked a question; you gave me a very ordinary answer. It was no point. I felt like deleting all your messages from my hp but than I couldn't bear to for you are my sunshine :)

Went playing basketball with gang just now...realised that you need to give your every best in every game in order to win. I had no intention of losing a game I was in. Losing was not an option. Want to improve better? play competitively guys.

We played full court press, half court matches and '7-up' !!! We were laughing our asses off :D

My dad keeps saying offensive sentences towards me recently. Don't know why. A bit screw loose. :D

This week is like pretty fast. Before I know it, its already wed!!! weee!!! Its already the middle of the week! Hang in there guys! :D Mr weekend is round the corner!!

Alrighty, nothing to say liao...

2009-05-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

Hmm, its been so long since 'it' came back. But somehow, when I saw, you were just to me just a plain Jane. As time goes by, I got to know u better. The smses came fast and furious. I realised that I was no longer contented than just being your friend. But, I shall and will just keep it to myself though some1 has found out 'bout it but she promised me to keep it a secret so yeah...

Y, not? You ask me. The ans is simple: whats yours will be yours.whats not will never be. If she really has feelings for me, I guess we would be able to hit it off well but somehow when I saw u taking photos with other people, a pang of jealousy hit me. I realised that as long as you are single, you have the right to enjoy and have fun. So, go on! I would never dare ask you THAT question cos I feel that the time is not ripe yet and I do not know that well after all.

PS: Your smses are my happy meals that brings a smile to me even when I'm getting beaten up!

The only thing, I can take comfort in is that, I have gotten over HER. FINALLY. After 2 years of waiting, I know its time to let go too...Perhaps you will never know that during these 2 years of waiting, there were a few nights I even dreamt of you...That was the extent of me missing you! You drove me nuts!

since you like to put your name reverse, here is something for u:

13 24 04 05 01 16 07 14 09 20 09 24,

22 08 05 14 09 06 05 12 12 09 14 12 15 22 05 22 09 20 08 21 !!!!

2009-05-17T14:41:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

wee! horray its sunday! its rest day before I subject myself to my boss questioning again on monday... hosted two events on wed and thursday consecutively and was going mad... tuesday still mas work till OT sia...wth!! $1700 may seem quite a lot but we are realli understaffed, somehow for some stupid reason the company doesnt want to hire but expects results fast den keep breathing down our necks...LOL la....in office also cant check mail, cant listen to music, cant do this cant do that, still got cctv somemore...wah lau, think what?? Now I realli understand why Edmund refused to put cctvs in gramophone...It reallli makes me feel uncomfortable minus off the fact tht m the only guy there, I dun mind working in a female environment but somehow 'big brother' gives me a sense of uneasiness...being lectured at and NOT given proper instructiions is NOT MY FAULT! you unable to cope with the demand of work only proves that u DO NOT have the capability and CALIBRE to handle the amount of work given to you and that you need a assistant (which is me) to help you...Know what? I dun give a damm bout you at all!! I dare say that since the 1st day I stepped into the office, I simply regarded myself as a responsible part timer.

thats all I have to say. believe it or not.

PS: Happy belated birthday, Bday gal!!!

2009-05-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

Today was my 3rd working at CMA consultants. The workload is so far manageable and the people there are pretty nice too...too bad its a female working environment....mothers day is coming...any ideas??

I've long forgotten that I had parents already... 'Dad' and 'Mum' are, to me, are just a term to address them, that's all...The only thing they can take comfort in, is that, I still respect my dad sometimes...somehow, we've got a mutual agreement...

Sure, there are times whereby we agree on certain things. Sometimes we disagree on certain things. In my case, I've played my role as a son/worker/punching bag/ whatever-you-called-it
for the past 20 over years. This I did without any complaints except for the occasional sulky face, even then, a sulky face to them would be: Aiya, ask you do things also so difficult, forget it la!!!

This would then lead to an unavoidable shouting match between me and my parents. I always said to my sister this phase: One fine day, should they passed away, I would not shed a tear for them, for I have done my part as a son by waiting on them and accommodating them.

Since young, every Sunday, I would always follow my mum to the market to help her with the marketing. Sunday, back then was family day, so my parents and i would spend the day together.

Fast forward till present, I still occasionally follow my mum to the market to help her. Do not be surprised that when I get my driving license, I would be required to chauffeur her to the market, help her with the marketing stuff, and chauffeur her back home. I would also be required to bring my sister to school, or go this place collect this thing or that thing. This is 1 of the main reason why I simply refused to learn driving till now.

I also wait up for the washing machine to wash finish the clothes so that I can hang them up at night in order to catch the morning sun. At the beginning, I would always do so with a sulky face, however, I gradually got used to the chores and begun to do them willingly. When she says that she's going to the temple, I would voluntarily accompany her, least would I be accused of a 'Dun care' attitude or no filial piety.

Whenever we quarrel, she would bring up the past or just condemn me by saying that I am hopeless la, don't know how to do this la, don't know how to do that la, say I got speech defect la, say I dress like a clown la, say that people how old already this and that got what and what in his name drawing how much already can own car got girlfriend can support himself through this studies and so on.

But why can't you take a step backwards and see what your son has done also??
Just in case, you don't know what your son can do . Let me say: I completed marathons before. I commanded half of singapore navy forces in the NS. I have dreams and goals(Only to be crushed by YOU.) I have had more girlfriends than more than he have. I have been abused by you much more time than he had. I have always tried my best to adhere to whatever you say. I tried my very best to be the ideal son you could. But your expectations were far beyond my capabilities.

Did you know, during my NS stint, how much I wanted to die in the service?? To me, this seemed the only way out and only way to make you see how 'well' you've done as a mother. To me, I wanted to make you be remorseful for the rest of your life for not treasuring me.
If I had died in during NS
1)my death would be published in the papers.
2)my coffin would be wrapped up in the Nation's flag.
3)Only then would you know how much valuable your son is he was around, how much he sacrificed
4) only then would you regret for the rest of your life.

For those of you reading these, of course, you guys can flame my blog or gimme your comments.
But nothing else matters, for in her eyes, I'm just an ODD-JOB LABORER.

2009-04-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

its my week at working for my dad...finally!!!

its been a so far so good week...hopefully it stays on :D

I got time off in the evenings as well as the weekends!! yay!! with meals and transport reimbursed somemore...where can find this kind of job ...

spent the last 4 days of evening gyming/going out with Kenneth and ye zi....

I'm still saving money up for my Ironman stuff when sometimes unnecessary stuff comes in like birthday gifts, chalets, bbqs, etc etc ...its like draining my resources...

there's so much on my wish list: 1) My Blackberry storm 2) My Own laptop (Asus)
3)My AE 86 4) My own house 5) 5-8K for playing shares :) and lots more......

how??? the 3 of us were still talking bout a stupid trip 2 Japan some more ... LOL...

I finally did a overhaul of my blog ON MY OWN :) :)

I feel a sense of satisfaction!!!

chalet

2009-04-16T12:18:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

Haha...I'm finally back :) Ye zi was saying that he missed me on here >.<

Hmm, I seem to be getting more and more laid back nowadays ah....
First, I quit my job giving my company 5 days notice followed by instant chilling out with friends. that includes playing bball, going gym,makan together...And more recently, or in fact I just came home from a chalet organised by corren and his friend onli...It was a whooping 3D2N stay@ NSRCC ( the chalet behind changi airport) with me, kenneth,ye zi, matthew, zy, corren, jackson aka jack ass aka 1 LEFT leg kicking :)),max, chia ming, chun tee, amanda, michelle ( 4give me if I spelt any of your names wrongly or missed out any of u guys, do let me know yeah? so that I can make the changes).
hanrui & yantou were like, superguled togerther sia...both come together & leave together somemore...didnt stay overnite also sia...both also like playing majong somemore...:)))

we were late on the 1st day due to latecomers and ye zi took the rap for us...I wasnt realli too happy bout tht...it seems tht to some people, dota-ing and sleeping is more impt than going for a function with the rest of his friends waiting for him...and the din they made was louder than a jet plane...trust me...anyways, by the time we took a cab to rush down to the chalet, it was already 6 plus and zy & corren were already setting fire....corren's friend's relatives were there too since his friend is the organiser...I suppose they wanted to make sure that everything is ok...
when we reached , there was already a crowd there... we cooked into the nite, ate into the nite and played wii ( thanks to coconut) into the nite with max getting DRUNK( UNDERAGE DRINKING SIA, LOL)

I slept @ bout 1am- the 1st one to sleep, damm comfy mah :)) , woke up @ 5am-finding kenneth and me to take care of the drunken baby, who clamied tht I NOT DRUNK, I NOT DRUNK, still say CORREN, I THINK U DRUNK LOL! still say later I cross the road must take of me...wtf! inside the chalet also got no road sia... he puked n puked sia...wth...

when he woke up, we all took turns poking fun@ him sia...suspposed to go to WWW but in the end they ended up in the swimming pool while I was in lala land for bout 4 hours!!

Woke up onli when the rest came back...which was ard 6 plus! we continued playing wii again, watch tv, eat, and sleep again sia...the drunken boy had enough of fun and had to leave due to sch commitments...

we spent the whole nite playing some card game whereby each number on the card represents something and those were fell for the trap, did not follow action , failed to do something was 'treated' with a cocktail mixed of vodlka & coke, vodlka & orange and heaven knows what else...
even go toilet also need to draw the stupid toilet card sia...everybody was like, I want to go toilet , gimme toilet card, etc...

for the 1st time ever, toilet was like heaven to us, boy! keep drinking, keep going toilet...we played like siao sia...luckily max went home sia if not, i fear the consequences sia...haha....

before we realise it, it was time to pack up and take a quick nap before leaving the chalet....dawn came and we did a bit of spring cleaning and was given the green light to leave the chalet...

I left with kenneth, matthew, coconut in a cab wherelse zy, jackson,corren and his friend took another cab to home sweet home!!!

PS: I bet most of them are sleeping now...Give 'em morning call ^^

2009-04-04T23:52:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

I finally blew it. :( I lost the one and only gift that she gave me. somehow, i didnt notice that it was gone till i touched my neck as a out of habit for the necklace for assurance... I noticed that it was missing only after when I made a hasty trip to the bank and back and after serving a customer that i realised that my necklace was gone. I searched the route that I took to the bank 5 times but could not be found. I even went to the toilet and resorted to looking into the garbage bag for it but it was futile. I searched drains and roads for it but was fruitless.

I've been wearing it till my fiends asked me : chris, where u got that necklace? I would reply: Dont know, bought it for quite some time already. and I would flash a cheeky grin. cos deep in my heart,I knew that brings back all the times we had 2gether, be it good or bad...

Being with me for a year plus, I got used to the habit of touching it as and when I like. It served as a gentle reminder to me to keep my temper in check. It 'told' me not to be angry with my parents. It reminded me that we used to talk on the phone from 12am-3am almost everyday for 6 months.It cheered me up whenever I felt down. It also reminded me of YOU. It reminded me to stay as faithful to you whenever there were other gals around. It reminded me to be be hua xin.

Suddenly....its gone...so tell me. how i am supposed to carry on? You were part of me....Losing u now...until now, I still hope to turn my head around the corner and half-expectedly see you hanging around my door knob or touch u ard my neck but...

my collegues says that maybe its not my day....maybe she is right maybe she is wrong....could it be a sign or something? I dunnoe

But 1 thing is for sure: that is, the voice that u use for our late nite chats still remains as clear as yesterday in my head as well as kept close to my heart....

au reviour!

2009-03-30T19:32:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

suddenly... I realised that I had not come back to my own world for a very long time.
A month since I last blogged...oh my, what a long time...what have I been doing?
Working, Chilling out, playing games, resting, and yeah sleeping!
Everytime I close my eyes, I see, dream, think of you.

Working life was by no means fun with our warehouse sales that just finished...it meant more work, more responsibility, it also meant longer working hours! Rarh! I hate it!
Things at my workplace seems to be revolving...I dunnoe whos leaving and whos staying?
Will I realli get a prohabtionary supervisory posn? It can be good and bad.
Even my frens are against my current job....says that the working hours is too long and m getting paid way too little
I wish to get a normal 8-5 job too but, out in the real world where on earth can you come in at 8am and leave at 5pm sharp?
Ever thought WHY I am doing this?

Chilling out with friends is ALWAYS FUN!! I always had enjoyed my friends company much as I hoped that they enjoyed mine as well...OH yeah, Hanrui and Terrence are the b'day boyz for this month...May their lives be a smooth sailing for ever!! Cheers!!

Its been a year...what u gave me is still around my neck, wherever I go

2009-02-20T11:15:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

so long never blog liao...its been almost 3 months since i last visited this website...

working sure sucks!
if you are in the service side, gg lor...but if at the admin/ office side den good life liao...

I am now working at gramophone@ The Cathay now I am bout to die!! 1 off day followed by 3 working days plus almost 8 hours of standing!!!

My legs are so going to break!! I wanna look for a 8am-6pm kinda of job! anyone got lobang??!!

its already Feb...10 more months to the next marathon! Guys, train hard!!

aiya, dunnoe what to say liao...gtg...buayz!

2008-12-11T14:45:00.004+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

07/12/08

that was my big day...finally! from jan-dec i had been training 5km,stretching 10km up till a gruelling 15km run in under 90mins without water in the gym...and thats only for weekdays nite training for stamina.... i spent my morning during weekends jogging from melville park to orchard road n take the train back...time spent?

assuming i kick off the run at 0900H normally by 1400H i would be at home already ^^

i ran my 1st ever full marathon...a good 42.195km! enjoyed myself a lot....can go http://www.marathon-photos.com/ to see...

we started off at 0530H and before sunrise, i was tailing behind this Team Fatbird and other S'pore elite runners( i suppose) coz when we were running towards east coast , we could still see the safety cars and singapores mobile squad blazing their sirens and horns trying to pave the way for us ^^
however, east coast was the killer lap as many of the runners begin to drop out and thats when the real race started... by the time i reached the marathon, the sun was already up my legs was burning my mind was like telling me, cmon chris give it up, u've already run half a marathon and its your 1st dun be so hard on yourself ok? but deep in my heart, i know i had to complete it. i trained way way too hard to give it up. more impt, i wanted to prove to those who said i could not make it that i did it with a good timing...

by the time i reached the 27km mark, i could hardly move but because thanks to the GREAT JOB the supporters were doing, we were going :D and eating bananas as well then VICTOR came along and pulled me with him. we kept going and going mantaining our pace and ran up the slopes as if people were strolling...we just kept going giving each other encouragement and kept going till we hit the last 37km...

it was showtime! we whacked the last of our power gels into our body and stretched our legs to shave off our timings, we knew it when we saw the 40km mark finally! i started to stretch my legs even further to cut my posn and time...

and when i hit the 41km, i sprinted all the way and the rest they say its history ^^

-end of story-
folks ^^

2008-12-06T09:27:00.005+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

06 December 08

0928H

6 days after my bday, all hell turned loose^^ my mum was screaming at my dad, den started yelling at me for dropping my phone (wtf! my sis lost her phone yet she didnt even lose her temper!) den blabbering the same old stuff that we've been hearing time and again...

Realli like a tape recorder, press play can go on and on and on but cannot press stop^^

Its the BIG DAY for Kenneth, Kok Leong, Matthew, Chubby and gang....Finally, it has reached...

I would really love to go down and see u guys play and support but unfortunately, i cant...

Guys, GO FOR IT!! u all ( I believe) had made too much scarifices for this match esp with training and stuff...Far too much to lose...Anyways, all the best guys!

My big day is mtr. Would u be there to support me?I dunnoe , seriously.Everytime, up till now, when i hear that song, i tbreaks myheart. And yet take comfort that u found some1 else perhaps better than meknow this blog, iknow u know it...which is y u stopped following my blog and changed your url even without telling me, i suppose u blocked me in msn too? whats the point den of remaining "friends"i miss u gurl really truly madly deeply . Missing u so much that i nearly dreamt of you again for the 3rd time. Can u imagine that? I beg You, pls dun.... dun treat me this way...IF only ...

To the 2 person that commented: thanks! (though i know of of them is Gladys) and to unknown.

2008-11-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

its been so many months already and all my friends including those in ict also ask how come u still dun have gf...gave many excuses was, this la that la too busy la no time la but i still cant forget u la...how to forget....cant realli take this kind of mental torture....after all this months, u are still the no1 place in my world heard the sweetest stuff from you, 1st type weird gurl u are but in the end we still cant be together...it all reflects back "u know its true, everything i do i do it for you"

believe it or not, i dun care 2 hoots bout other gurls ever since u left me they dun catch my eye u did...this marathon, i'm running like crazy for , tolerating all the insults that some of my frens are telling me, they all dun know the true rationale behind it...m putting up with it, with everything for your sake but for your sake, m also willing to keep it quiet and feign ignorance i dun blame them they say love is blind alas! how true!!

its the 3rd day we went back to tnb for ict, was briefed on what to do and what not to do, was shown some 'motivational videos' started to treat the training more serious and stuff...but one thing that CO said realli brought me back to ground that is, the mission of SAF is to provide DIPLOMACY AND DETERRENCE, if all else fail, A DECISIVE VICTORY shall be ours to take.
http://www.mindef.gov.sg/imindef/about_us/defence_policy.html

2008-10-27T23:08:00.012+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

woots, finally! a PH for all of us to rest except all military personnnel for those that work round the clock with the dedication of protecting and serving singapore and retail sales staff so that we could go shopping ^^

play viwawa till 2am yesterday...lol, take the cough mixture and flu tablets doesnt have any effect on me lor...=.=" its supposed to make me drowsy but i was still wide awake even though i took my medicine ard 10pm...funny rite??

the other day,i told my lady boss bout this and she said:"Chris ah, i think u are not human leh" den the whole department started laughing out loud la...i was 'SHH, keep quiet!!' Very paiseh leh!'

think i 2morrow go back work go see doc and ask her to gimme a bigger dosage and stronger medicine =.="

yesterday went and hit the gym to prepare myself for the marathon. results were not too bad

<<<"workout summary" the two magical words that give those running on the threadmill a heave of relieve it basically tells u how many calories u have burned, how many distance u have covered, how long u have ran...

And this is my record for Ytd:

In this case, i ran a miserable 10.6km in 81.50mins(including a 5min cool down jog) and burned a total of 680 calories. Btw, this reminds me...my new weight is 54kg! woosh, with all the distance i jogging, i'm supposed to gain weight because of my meals and muscles but instead i lost weight...hmm, this ladies, this works better than any marie france bodyline or london weight management or any slimming center u have been

I have lost 6 kg since i started jogging long distance and this is done like, ard 6 months....

hehe

This is my record for today:

Now, this looks much much better (although not much difference) but i was running at a speed ranging from 7.9(min)-9.3 (max)

and this was the result achieved...i feel good too...wanna break down to 1hr=10km, thats my aim

hopefully, it can be done before the marathon...

Yays! My running shoes from Japan has finally arrived....

<<>

see the jap words written on the box? ^^

2008-10-26T16:37:00.007+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

ytd was Mr Thomas Lim bday... all along we celebrated lavishly by going out to dine in restaurants or by planning weeks ahead on how to celebrate his bday but ytd was just a simple affair with close friends and family with a nice dinner bought from boon lay's ayer raja restaurant and bukit timah's boon tong kee and bukit pangjang plazas(bpp)angie ; all being bought as takeaway and brought home to eat...everyone including bday boy was asking me why i am leaving a beard out of the blue, hahas i also dunnoe leh...just decided to leave mah, anyways if not nice can just shave it off what^^
Oh Yes! I finally got my imported asics jogging shoes already...but m left with 40 more or so days to train for the marathon...how?? been pushing myself to stretch my distance and staimina and speed... andy kor kor told me to take it easy but i refuse to cause i wanna be in the amongst the kenyans' group...my frens all calling me crazy but its so hard to be succesful that its so lonely at the top...

basketball will be my 2nd piriority from now till the end of dec...but i will not be slipping up on my skills either...i wanna learn how to ankle-break ^^hehe, that will be fun but i cant neglect my work also which is why i will be actually extending my contract with regional container lines but i might be working in a different department though...

hopefully, all works well for me...m still having a winners mindset and it keeps me from falling... **hang in there kris

2008-10-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

i dunnoe if this helps but m willing to try it...its replaying on my mind over and over again even at work and while m walking...but in order to be improving all the time, i have to master it even though it will not help me in the long run...they make it look so easy and simple but i could hardly go past them :( guess gotta try harder

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8vjXJmO1J8&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZFqNpmIreI&feature=related

2008-10-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

its been almost a week since the lehman bros were declared bankrupt-the effects felt were instanteous... stock markets went freefall all over the world- people went about withdrawing money-banks scrambling to get loans from governments all over the world- governments were busy trying to reassure people that the banks were safe, G7 nations were trying to come with proposals to save the banks...apparently, four banks from from france were trying to secure a total of 13.5bil frances loan from the france govn, meanwhile the HK govn has give its citizens its promise to back up the banks there even if it eats into their foreign loans...economists says that it will at least take 5 years or more to stablise the world economy and put it back on track, meanwhile stocks are asia are busy roller-coasting-a moment before, it was going up but the next moment, it was free falling, hopefully it stablises soon and bring back investors confidence, den we will get pay rise ^^ yay!!

1 month later, m still trying to get used to working life-.- intend to work there full time but i wanna meet my own standards 1st before asking jane for a conversion...must mantain my mentality as a full-timer ^^ while enjoying my benefits as a part-timer...haha.....

i screwed up my marathon training :( Pushed myself a little too hard and rested too much ...the distance i last pushed myself was from simei to suntec^^ crazy rite? but i was too eager for progress and in order not pull any muscles i rested for a week,but that costed my efforts to build up my efforts so its back to the gym for stamina training..sob sob :(

just came back from gym onli so pretty tired....will blog again if i have the time and energy ^^ ciao!

2008-09-24T21:35:00.006+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

hey hey guys, sorry sorry sorry sorry.... its been over 2 weeks since i came back here cos to lazy and to busy mah...won a bit of spare cash at the casino in genting ^^ when i was overseas during the 1 week sch break...den came back and started hunting for a job again...

managed to get a job within a week , i came back and m currently with RCL for a temp position (though m hoping to gradually a perm postion there) for 3 months den chances are highly that i might return to studying and complete my degree (hopefully) ^^ - its a kinda 2- way route for me so that i can choose what i want and toggle in between....

I also had to juggle my marathon training after work which is pretty good cos u can destress after a hard days work ^^...studies have shown that those who exercise after work are able to focus and do better at work than those who rest at home after work and the ratio was 1: 5 ! so there! burn those fats and get into shape ^^

with only four more months to the Singapore Marathon, i gotta step up my training to running at
least 30km in 3 hours, though my last run was from melville park to changi village following the stupid park connectors that practically got me lost... i ended up being on the road for 4 hours -.-

it was realli madness cos 1) i was alone 2) i had no water 3) i had no handphone= no help

I personally would not recommend that path coz its not meant for the faint hearted, if u dun get what i mean, basically it means that u might or might not see things that udun want to see (fortunately, i did not) but u might hear lots of funny sounds...can go try it for yourself...

here is a pic if ya get what i mean, btw this is still on east coast park. wait till u try the central park connector at nite...it gives u the creeps
this pic was not taken by me btw, i took this pic from google images^^but it was part of my route this way leads all the way up to Singapore Sailing Club, those who have jogged past here before, m sure u recognise the route...

my collegues and bosses at RCL are fairly understanding and helpful... once they knew that m training for the StandChart Marathon...they made life easier for me mentally by asking constantly on how my training and my experience of training diff routes and stuff... i managed to mingle with most of them and they are pretty friendly...

well, thts bout all for the time being i will try to take photos of my marathon route as i go along^^

P.S- this quote is for Kris- hopefully it lifts your sprits. Here goes
" The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up" -PaulValery

2008-09-02T09:12:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

ytd went with kenneth to go walk walk...suddenly, time past so fast....another 5 more days and he will be completing his ns stint...wow... i meet him at TM den walk 1 whole round of of TM, popped over at Royal Sporting House to see some sports apparel... wanted to go over CS wan but we thought it would be even more boring than TM so we didnt go there...

after thinking hard, we decided to go to E! hub at pasir ris since kenneth didnt go there before...i was anything, so took a train from tampines to pasir ris followed by bus no 12 to reach downtown east...

reach already went to figure out how to get to the shopping center den realise tht we overshot the entrance! lol... we walk back 2 the car park den went into the entrance starting from the basement den slowly walk all the way up to the last floor which was K-box , den out of the blue, kenneth suggested going to K-box!!

i was like huh? wtf? kind of feeling, a bit shocked tht he asked me to go K-box sia...haha...after much convincing and everything, we both went to sing K-box lor...actually wanted to sing for bout 2 hours but dun have...so the lady waived off the room charge for us... sing like siao sia...we sang all the funny songs with duel and stuff while i was trying out some things ^^ somemore i stupidly signed up for K-box membership sia! dun ask me i also dunnoe y....

sing till bout 4 den go eastpoint meet matthew aka big head ^^ den go walk walk walk also =.= decided to go hola to grab a bite 1st b4 playing bball...eat finish liao den go 149 play bball... i play abit den went home to change into proper gear to play full court...

i also did not play tht much...jus wanted to improve on techniques onli...dun even feeli like playing when hes on the court also... Honestly, if u are realli that good in basketball, u would even be playing here...

reach home damm tired den went to sleep early lor...woke up early today cos of a super nice dream^^ haha...i gtg liao...accompany the stupid jelly go cdc...haha...buay buay!!

2008-08-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

woke up at 0600H this mornin to go and meet zhipeng at the bus stop on the way to my voice spa workshop...we took bus to eastpoint and took the mrt to bugis, on the way saw some1 wearing StandCharts 42.195km Finishers shirt, i was like wth...must wear tht shirt meh, zhipeng still tell me not to be jealous somemore, i replied saying who cares? in 3 months time down the road, M going to be the 1 wearing tht shirt anyways... damm arrogant rite?? but i dun care...

m training like as though my life is on it...well, thts partly true, but i want to prove 1 point to the rest who despise me tht I CAN DO IT!! I wanna be a limit-breaker....sounds pretty cool but takes some tough training...

went to my voice spa training workshop without rain!! yay!! its was a fine sat morning... jessica taught us the foundations of speaking well, how to speak good english, voice projection , etc etc etc....

popped over jerrys house to take my jacket and went listen to him promoting Phobia- the 1 that has 4 thai ghost stories in tht flim...cheese bun let him scare him sia...

after i reached home, i got changed and went to the gym for my marathon training... i outran 3 bloody bangala who though that they could outran me, end up i trashed their records ( i din even bother looking at their records and stuff)... after all, the winner is in me ^^ i decided to push myself a little further this time and ran 11:5km with the timing of 79mins and50secs... felt rather pleased with myself...ok...i gtg liao...later^^

2008-08-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

went to the gym on thursday with CM and SJ...do reps like siao also run like siao...i did like 3 reps with 20 each muscles? back, bisceps and all...my timing is improving and i like it ^^ i ran like 5.51km in 38 hour 32 secs..

today went out with parents to learn how to do cancellation for IPA, that is, in-principal approval at MOM ( ministry of manpower)...den went to eat at the temporary food court at bugis there,
after eating mum went to pray and hunt for some dried herbs to smoothe her throat...i tagged along with the hope of getting a lift from them...

got off at marine parade library den walked over to jerry's house to play cabal and check out his stuff ^^ we play for a short while den walked over to east coast and played pool...Yeah! i won 2 out of 3 sets~ 1st time leh..he managed to draw me at 9 ball though... tried our hands at maximum tune the midnight version...jerry was shocked at the speed at how fast my my fair ladyz went...

den go back 2 his house play with pris a bit while waiting for him to go out...we shared a cab with him sponsoring the fare...lolz^^

played bball with coconut, hanrui, maz, matthew, kenneth , chin kiat and gang at nite...sweat a little, had a little fun...but thts all... m off to watch tv liao...buayz!!

PS i still have to attend the voice spa tmr again...pray hard it doesnt rain ^^

2008-08-28T01:06:00.006+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

was duped by dad into following down him down to office on the pretext of helping him to run errands at tanjong pajar...den the moment we reach office, he told me say that the whole thing cancelled...fuck sia!! claim tht he fogot to take some documents from the employer...

i mean, whos being irresponsible here??!! look at your own attitude to handling your own business and look at others...gardenhome,jack helpers, etc, how come they can stay afloat amid times like this and how come we cant... go reflect, since u like to harp on your ns rite, let me quote u smth I learnt from MY NS: LEAD BY EXAMPLE! unfortunately,u are doing doing what u preach...this is to explain my attitude towards all of u these few days... m sick and tired of doing things your bidding like a BLOODY DOG! I DUN FUCKING HELL OWE U A LIVING!

which is y today m glad tht i brought my mp3 player down the office so that i can listen to music while reading my final theory in my own little world...where nobody bosses me...

and u simply thought that I have to do things for you, WHO THE FUCK U THINK U ARE? i also got my own life to lead...cant be possibly following u back and forth office and home like a servant rite? den i have to postphone my program becoz of you...fuck u! got the cheek to ask me postphone my gym program with tht screwed up face of yours somemore...KNN CCB wait long long la...

i just simply keep quiet...nag at me i also diam diam...scold me i alos diam diam...help u all i do a bit wrong tiok arrow i also diam diam...enough is enough lor...tolerance is onli a short term solution to peace but not a long term.. dun make me point a chopper at u too...

reach home ard 8 plus, i jus simply changed into my jogging gear and went to jog out all the anger and hatred from melville all the way to east coast mac.... i did not stop at all except for traffic juctions...total time there was ard 90-100mins den i u-turn and jogged all the way back to melville also ended up ard the same time... reach home ard 2300H...was feeling damm shiok...

den reach home play bit of cabal, go bath watch tv and do stuff...very tired liao...tmr still got gym...haha...okies good nite guys!

2008-08-27T01:01:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

sleep late=waking late rite?
den still got woken up my nicolus phone call...lolzzz...ask him dun call me liao still call me...call my house somemore den gimme a miss call on my hp also...wth la...but he din know what went on between me and my parents mah so also cannot blame him...

got woken up by his call ard 1100h , den deicided to have brunch with him at simei mrt station at 1240h after that den went with him to help him with his enrollment of his basic theory driving lesson waited for the bloody queue for damm long la... but nvm worth the wait, coz there were plenty of pretty OLs for eye candy ^^haha damm bad rite, but who cares? m still single anyways ><

when finally our turn liao, nicolus told the lady exactly what i told him sia...woosh, recording machine seh!! haha!! the lady seem to understand and helped me to processing and stuff...nicolus was already panicking la when he saw the books...he was like OMG!! got so many things to study wan ah??!! i keep telling him dun worry can pass wan, until the lady told nicolus that he got a very encouraging friend, keep telling you that you can make it ^^ haha, for a moment i was stunned...hmm, i seemed to recall that the lady's name was jessica chan or smth like that la...haha...damm bad rite? nvm...

we proceeded went to had a hair cut together at piviot point at tanjong pajar( it was somemore within walking distance of tanjong pajar mrt and opp Amara Hotel as well) since he had a discount card and since i had nothing to do, i might as well do a hair cut...

well, the place look quite nice and big ( it took up 3 units!) with a unit set aside for people to learn hairdressing and the other 2 units was taken up for the salon...the various products that they put around and the waiting area alone took up almost half of the unit with the remaining space, the salon then occupied it...it was quite cheap and service was quite good...bout 10 bucks with cut and wash was pretty reasonable to me...the haircut was quite reasonable too...

met sj and cm at the club house at 2000H for a gym session...this was the 1st time...we went to do lots of crazy stuff like putting 10kg on your abs and hold it there for 1min multiply by 3 sets followed by lifting weights and squats and i still did burpees^^ we realli worked it out manz...i managed to complete my sets for chest, arm and wings followed by a 5km run ending it by ard 30mins plus including cool down time spent... yeah...

came home and help my mum with her biodata tht she needed to send to the employer but required some editing so i help her..dad as usually was gambling and know nuts bout it...
hai...

had a busy day sia..very tired liao...going to slp already...later guys! ^^

2008-08-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

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knn...fuck la..ccb...perhaps its better off tht m dead...

slept early last nite after intensively playing cabal the whole day so managed to woke up early like ard 6 plus?? haha...i know its nuts but hey, its healthy living manz...woke up to watch cna to see how the market was doing not for my mum, not for her money, but for my own knowledge and if need by, doing my homework on my future career...

i dun care...call me selfish, no respect , whatever, anything ... m used to it anyways... nothing i do can and will change their mentality....chris is at home the whole day...he will simply just play games and not look for jobs and courses tht interests him...THAT IS YOUR FUCKING MENTALITY!!! but did you ever ever bother talking to me...

ask yourself this question: how come my son tell everything to his friends and everyone else but me?? go figure it out...like duh!! if i know everything, i wouldnt be here talking trash to you already...i would probably be somewhere in the states being named in the forbes magazine as the bussiness prodigy?? man, i would defintely love tht...but too bad, i only have a father who knows nothing but obsessive gambling so much so tht i dun want to have anything to do with him and a mum who spend so much time on sending her son to dammination rather than diverting the time and energy to how make $$...

i had enough of all this crap...i seriously wanna move out and have my own bloody space whereby no1 can come and go as they like...i dun giv a damm to anything they say nowadays for most impotantly, I know what I want already in life...

its getting late already guys, so till then, ciao and good nitez! ^^

2008-08-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

had to wake early yesterday to attend the voice spa at purvis street...learnt a couple new stuff again^^...on the way there met zhipeng at the bus stop, den the both of us talk talk talk on the train had breakfast at ya kun at the bugis outlet there...
wanted to post some pics up here but cannot...

supposed to meet jerry to go run at east coast wan but ended up raining instead...lolz...left with no choice den go home lor...reach home liao den play cabal...play for a short while den watch football and horsing around the house ...

this morning, chiong cabal cause going to up skill, den watch anime and tv the rest of the day...super slack lor...later going to watch yang family warriors liao...haha...

buay buay ^^

2008-08-22T01:25:00.007+08:00

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fuck la..knn...ccb...scram la...

mom was at home the wwwhhoollee day desperately trying to keep me from playing the computer...lame rite?? i mean, i cant blame them, after all, they were NEVER proud to have me as their son anyway...

i think when they saw no reaction from me for the past few hours, they thought they must try harder to piss me off so everytime i step into the my room mum would call me like as though calling a dog, den i have to come out answer 1 stupid 'question' of hers which is not exactly a question den of coz i go back to my room do my things mah...den she call me again! i was like what the fuck la...den listen her scolding herself over the shares she bought like a lunatic...

den she start scolding me, i simply walked off...cant tolerate her behaviour...realli feel like calling institue of mental health to come and bring her away lor...driving all of us nuts also...den came dad also another good-for-nothing...i was sleeping in my room den he just came back from work , ignore me, ON my room light and ON the bloody stupid laptop just to gamble...he dun feel a sense of shame, even i feel shameless to have a dad like him...watch anime dun know how times must come into my room what the fuck la...wanna see what i do...got any idea what is privacy or not?? i realli feel like making a list of dos and donts and plaster them on my room door sia...

want me go down office is not that difficult actually as long as there things there need to be done but there isnt...i go down office only use eye power nia, see u all do filling and submit online WP applications...getting paid is another thing-u cant even afford to pay yourself, how to pay me? if u wanna compare sons, lets compare parents- other people parents let them do what they want, go where they wanna go, on top of that ask them come to work and pay them some more!! ask yourself: have u realli been a good parent?? even the words i talk also have to be careful chosen before leaving my mouth...

anyways, tis my hidden heaven. where all my anger and hatred comes out. nobody knows i hide it inside...its getting late already...good nites and take care...need to sleep and get rest for my marathon...

2008-08-20T01:23:00.005+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

whoosh! on mon,in lieu of preparing myself for standard chartered marathon 2008, i did a 10.07km in, like erm, 70mins 15 secs??!! yeah...i couldnt believe tht i ran tht slow but it was on a threadmill what, what u expect? somemore it was suppposed to be an endurance run , so just dun stop, no matter what...

den came trouble, my kneecaps were in pain...pure pain, for those who have injury on your kneecaps b4, m sure u know how it feel rite, now double tht pain...hahas, basically, every step i took was a painful and excurating step even stretching (any1 can recommend any remedy?)

came tues, i couldnt go down and help my parents cos i was in pain but didnt let them know as they will be worried...so stayed at home to recuperate but in the eveing, leg itchy mah den took a 5 km jog in about 45min plus walking a bit...den went to carry weights also...

watch finish yang fmily warriors liao finally....hahas....watch finish liao den go watch initial d...lol
jus now went over to the master bedroom to surrender the laptop to my dad still scolding from my sis and mum...wtf la..

tht spoilt shameless sister of mine keep whining saying tht she need to sleep early but i also never disturb her or anything la den she blow her top say tht she not like me can slp so late wake up so late...knncb!!! when i in sec sch, no1 FETCH me go to sch also, i gotta wake up at 5AM catch the FIRST BUS den reach sch ard 7AM lor...

mum added oil to the fire by saying tht ya lor, somemore still wake up at 11am, i retorted by saying ytd onli what...how the times i woke up at 5AM JUST TO CATCH U.S NEWS FOR YOU?
gotta catch dow jones and everything...still got the cheek to complain somemore...fuck la..from now on, everything u all go do yourself k?

I do not see the NEED to do everything for u all like a bloody dog...even if i am the dog adapted by u all, i would rather commit suicide rather than lead a miserable life subjected to all the cursing and swearing and beatings from the owner...

damm hot now...hai...aiya, nth to say liao la...nites nitesz every1!!
its getting late , so gd nite, slp tight dun let bed bugs bite!! ^^

P.S does any1 know how 2 create shout box? please leave a comment so tht i know how to...thx!!^^

2008-08-18T01:10:00.014+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

went to celebrate benjamin's birthday today with nicolus and meiling, go watch journey to the center of the earth, went to aijisen to makan dinner, still went swenses for ice cream...nicolus gf kept pestering him throughout the whole outing kinda pisses me off...

gave words of advice and gave him a piece of my mind bout how to go handle it...basically it reflects on 1) her family upbringing 2) her friends 3) her mentality 4) the image that project about how she carry herself to friends...its not bout him but rather you whos being childish! if you really hate us, den talk to us and not to put your bf in a difficult poisition!! dun keep thinking to use nicolus as a shield and throw your xiao jie temper...

nicolus, heres a word of advice: you are a handsome young chap with no problems looking for a gf...so dun worry too much bout it...let nature take its course...what will be will be, no point forcing it...in the 1st place, to put it crudely, you and her were never meant to be

went home with meiling and nicolus with his gf on the phone...then i notice this gal from tp whom i saw so familiar yet so distant with her friend... but hor, she seem to charm me with her friendly eye contacts and sweet smile in the thin air (though, not to me lar) hahaha...think too much liao hor...lolz

2008-08-16T16:26:00.008+08:00

!alwaysyoursforever

ytd left home with mum to go pray as it was 15th ( dun ask me to explain it to you! )...lol den
follow her down to office...help run errands lor... go gleaneagles hospital take some documents
den go back office-total journey=almost 3 hours..cos gimme wrong directions...lol end up i eat
reach office late but nvr tiok scolding but took a late lunch ard 3 plus like tht...

den went for threading ( smth like facial but its a kind of skill whereby they remove fine face
hairs using the normal sewing thread with a technique) den go slack ard...
went to play some dota with bots and met jy and fabian...both also stunned to meet me....hahas...jy going to us liao but
not sure when he going...

at nite went to attend those dinner while got bidding take place wan (not sure whats its called)
but was fun... food was reallli pathethic though and i kept drinking wine to fill my stomach lucky
nvr got drunk...lolz

tis morning went to attend the voice spa workshop hosted by jessica seet ( ex-class 95 dj) from
0915h - 1400H with a break in between den just reach home onli...later go play bball and go
jogging liao...nth else to say liao...cya!